Change Of Mind

"The first cut is always the deepest"

I used to believe this quote. Used to think it made sense, that it tells the truth. That when you have made it through your first cut you'll survive. That you will, with a little determination, heal.


Now I know, it's not the whole truth...
Because some scars will never disappear.


Some memories are just impossible for the time to erase ... and to heal.
When will we ever heal eternally?


Every cut, every little scar will get even deeper, because you see.. everytime you're hurting your wounds will automatically get ripped up again. And these times so bad, so brutal that you won't even care anymore.

So in my opinion;

"The last cut is always the deepest
because then you're too broken, not even time will be able to heal you"

In the end your wounds will be so deep that not even time can heal them.
Some people say that Love can.. But I have never Loved anyone in that way so I sincerely have no idea.
I have never met anyone so special maybe I am a little too demanding.